2006-March-17
Well, time to
be a bit more positive. Only died 4 times and got 3 confirmed kills
tonight in a closed pit server. And had a blast doing it. I still
have $100 burning a hole in my pocket (unspent Christmas gift money)...upgrade
from Saitek X-45 to X-52 or maybe get a CH Fighterstick? I'm leaning
towards X-52 because of more button combos (I really like the pinky-shift
switch) and because I don't fly but about 1-3 times per week. If
I flew every night, I'd more likely try the CH stick. I guess many
guys on the MOH squad use them. What do you think?
2006-Jan-01
Happy New Year!
Here's a real poem about addiction after a particularly tough night:
A Crap Pilot's
Lament--
It's not the
plane, it's the pilot.
Refly.
I hate this game.
It makes me feel like cr@p.
Refly.
Flew for 2.5 hours, got credit for one kill (and don't remember
doing it).
Actually, stopped two others (killed engines and smoking),
but both were stolen kills.
Refly.
The only highlight was saving a wounded comrade and getting a "Thanks,
Speeder". That was worth the price of admission.
Refly.
I hate this game.
It makes me feel like cr@p.
Refly. Refly. Refly.
2005-Oct-10
My First Blog
I don't have
time to maintain this site, but that's OK--I'll update it when I
can.
Topic du jour
is the "difficulty I have in shooting down American planes
while sitting in a German or Japanese plane in WW2 combat flight
simulators." Like in IL2:Forgotten Battles/AEP/FB. I can do
it if I really have to, but it just doesn't feel right. I idolized
those planes and pilots since I was a very young kid. I can't explain
why my interest in the timeframe of WW2 is so high--it just is.
I'm not saying
that others shouldn't do it--it is a game. It just doesn't feel
right to ME. I liken it to walking up to the person you most admire
and punching them in the nose (even if it's only virtually).
Some server
administrators get upset when the teams get unbalanced on their
servers. But even if it's ridiculously unbalanced, I'll almost always
join the side that has American or even British planes.
Another reason
I have difficulty with it has to do with what was being fought for
in WW2. Sure, there were horrible atrocities committed on all sides,
but propoganda aside, the Axis leaders believed in racial superiority.
They feel like they didn't commit crimes against humanity because
the enemy was sub-human. I can't recall who said the quote (and
I paraphrase) "A society is only as good as the way it treats
its prisoners." The ruthlessness of the Japanese military against
their POWs, the extermination of the Jews by the German Nazis, even
the sheer brutality against their own people by mandated by the
Russian leader Stalin. When reading books (actually, listening to
audio books) about this timeframe, it's very powerful, emotional,
and even personal to me.
Not that the
US of A has a clean record--I know very well that it does not. I
get the same feelings when reading about the Indian massacres, mis-treatment
of the slaves, the brutality against the Filipinos, and on and on.
But I digress, as this has to do with WW2 flight sims.
People want
respect. Period. Once you freely give it and freely receive it just
for being part of the human race, you've reached what I consider
to be utopia.
* SithSpeeder,
aka _54th_Speeder
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